I can see that I need to figure our how to update my profile as I now have 8 Grandchildren and only 1 dog. I think it has been about 10 years since I created this blog and never did make a single entry. Well that’s procrastination for you. I am still married to the most patient and tolerant man I have ever met. It’s kind of funny that the title I chose all those years ago is still so pertinent today. Because that is exactly what I have been feeling like in my mental status. So confused. I am in the waiting room of a medical clinic waiting to renew my antidepressant meds and get a referral to a professional for assistance. Curious as to how long that could take given everything that Covid has thrown a wrench into. But while I wait I am turning to the art community for help. I need to be pro active and I need to find a better way to cope.